February 2012
1 post
Anonymous asked: "Goodbye Cruel World"
Goodbye cruel world
I'm leaving you today
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye all you people
There's nothing you can say
To make me change
My mind
Goodbye.
Goodbye cruel world
I'm leaving you today
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye all you people
There's nothing you can say
To make me change
My mind
Goodbye.
January 2012
16 posts
Sup dudes
http://thewarrenisempty.tumblr.com/
Chopchopgoodbye is now an archive.
It Just Dawned On Me
This tumblr has really served it’s purpose. It’s no longer really used for the same things I had set it up for. When I started this, I had an idea of running something along the lines of a pre-tumblr blog. Where I documented my life, my struggles in long text posts. And I achieved that. Over the past 10 months, and even the months before that before deleting my first tumblr with the...
ithinkismellarat asked: I watched your band last night, i meant to have a chat to you but i had to run. Great fuckin show man i really enjoyed it. I play guitar in Right Mind, the band that was before yours.
I wish I could've gotten a picture
From the show last night. Hanging out with Ryan from Extortion and that dude with long hair who used to work at Missing Link whose name escapes me. It would’ve been quite significant, I mean, I remember being 15 in yr.9 going to Missing Link and I remember chatting to that dude about my Agents of Abhorrence tshirt or something, or how my band was actually on some flyer in a record shop for...
Plains - I Assassinated Latin 4:06 Off our first...
Putkah - Closed 1:48 of one of the fastest songs...
It's starting to become clear
That the choices I made a couple months ago gained me more people than I lost, and it didn’t take very long before some of the people I thought I’d lost forever made the same choices I made and returned to my life.
If you're holding on
Because they know you and everything about you, but it’s dead. It’s not worth it. Move on, form that relationship with someone else. It’ll be better, trust me. Don’t hold onto me because I knew you at your worst, I’m doing my own thing in bands and shit and if you play no part in that life or don’t want to, then you don’t have to be in my life.
Gender doesn't mean anything on Tumblr
Everyone I follow without a gender specific photo of themselves. I automatically assume you’re a girl and deduce your personality as someone I would bang, hence why I am following you. It is refreshing when you post a selfie and you’re a fat bald guy with a beard.
Grew up hating teachers and librarians
And now I follow a bunch of them on Tumblr, and take an active interest in their work attempting to help out humanity through the young. If 13 year old me met me right now, he’d probably call me a douche bag with a beard. Also 13 year old Roger, I know you love death metal like crazy right now, but in a couple years you’re going to be in love with 90’s grunge and black metal,...
December 2011
10 posts
I did it without drugs and trinkets
And I was first. Enjoy dat mindlessness.
I will always judge you for saying they wouldn't...
And I will always hate that something made me agree with you for a time.
It's Over
Year long good behaviour bond, 7.5 years on the sex offenders list, no conviction, rehabilitation through education and involvment in the music scene.
“Truth is, right now two bombs could drop out of the sky and blow up this house...”
– Ian Mackaye
I Now Post All My Cloud Photos
On this blog: http://steephillsofvicodintears.tumblr.com/ Because taking pictures from your balcony with the camera on your phone is serious fucking business.
“If by noise you mean uncomfortable sound, then pop music is noise to me.”
– Masami Akita/ Merzbow
I can't help but feel
That the quality of my life will go up once I receive my computer, iPod etc from the police. But there’s always that little voice in the back of my mind that goes “it won’t make you any happier to be playing Skyrim and looking at porn all day while downloading gigs of music into your own iTunes for the first time in over a year”. And I’m kind of worried about what...
November 2011
17 posts
They're ceasing to be little
But I still have the vast majority of my little girls. It’s weird watching them face problems I was only facing a year or two ago when I first met them. It’s weird realizing that some of the deepest connections I’ve had with people are mostly had with girls a couple years younger than me. Well it’s not weird, considering from the age of about 14 I set out for it. But...
“What Orwell feared were those who would ban books. What Huxley feared was that...”
– Neil Postman, Amusing Ourselves to Death: Public Discourse in the Age of Show Business
“I don’t give two splats of an old negro junkie’s vomit for your...”
– Steve Albini
Called it
Fucking months ago. From the very day.
Wow, it’s like suddenly, I don’t have to feel any respect or good feelings whatsoever.
Clouds are more aesthetically pleasing
And thought inspiring And fulfilling And warm And loving Than anyone I’ve ever met. I drop acid and pay attention to clouds, I do shrooms and pay attention to the sun and the sky. One day I swear I will just be one of those recluses who drives out into the middle of nowhere and flies all over the world just taking pictures of the sky and writing books on how we perceive the universe.
I am sick and have no energy
And so today, these were the skeleton thoughts of Tumblr posts I had but did not have enough energy to flesh out. Humanity is still evolving. If your happiness is due to you ignoring all that is bad in the world, I do not wish to share your happiness. I’m very very sick and today was the last psychological assessment I’ve had to do. And I guess we find out what’s going to...
I am a hateful bastard
You know damn well why you’re a stranger. And I know you don’t wish me the best; because if you did you would have done something. You didn’t and you fucking know you didn’t when you had the chance. EDIT: Actually the reality of this situation almost makes me feel as if I’m in the right here.
Last Night was Good
People never let me forget that I’m an ‘amazing’ drummer. Seriously, played for a total of less than 10 minute last night, received far more time in people telling me how amazing I was. Jordan was telling me how I should be more modest, well he didn’t specifically say that, but everything he says is covered in a thin layer of insults and cynicism cynicalness. But...
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Greed
It’s one thing to attempt to get it out of politics much like we rid politics of religion like the current #Occupywhereever movement is doing, but the thing is and I believe this with every fibre of my being which Ned disagrees with to no end, humans are inherently selfish greedy uncaring things. We have a moral obligation as the smartest most developed beings on this planet...
“The true hero is one who conquers his own anger and hatred.”
– Dalai Lama
I'm a Religious Person
I don’t believe in something that I call God, but I have my beliefs and understandings and comfort that any religion would give. I have a God, I believe in a self-sufficient chemical/ substance that lives outside of time, space and matter, via chaos theory the big bang occurred. My mother likes to call it God, I mean, she’s not wrong, it may as well for all my brain can comprehend be...
Can I just take innocence from little girls forever? Like that is legitimately all I want to do with my life, I would be content doing that forever and loving them and watching them slowly grow to hate me after they realize what I’ve done.
October 2011
15 posts
We can ring out the water from our lives, but you can’t deny that it’ll just make us dryer.
But then you start to consider, what is water in the context of our lives? And I find that this is the oasis I’ve seen.
Passion only really becomes passion when you look up.
It’s amazing what one piece of gear forgotten can do to an entire night.
I'm Disillusioned
In everything I really wanted to be. Music bores me, I can count the amount of albums I enjoy listening to on my fingers, and this is coming from some dude who has over 100gb of music. I really just don’t see the point in what 90% of any band I ever listened to is saying anymore. I really don’t care for heartbreak, I really don’t care for hardship, I feel that it’s only a...
“Man—every man—is an end in himself, not a means to the ends of others; he must...”
– Ayn Rand
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Seriously?
You seriously think I’d be so petty as to dobb you in for a crime I didn’t even know you had committed? You don’t think maybe you made a stupid decision and got arrested because of that? God knows what other kind of stupid shit you’ve been doing. Seriously? The only crime I’ve reported to do with any of you was the stupid decision made to threaten me, beyond that...