They’re ceasing to be little
But I still have the vast majority of my little girls.
It’s weird watching them face problems I was only facing a year or two ago when I first met them.
It’s weird realizing that some of the deepest connections I’ve had with people are mostly had with girls a couple years younger than me. Well it’s not weird, considering from the age of about 14 I set out for it. But it’s weird coming to a realization of how non-standard it is.
I mean, how could they have helped me and understood the problems I was using them to ale when they’re only facing some of those problems now? How did they ever help? Why and how were they such good friends?
Why did I find comfort and love in what I perceived to be innocence? Am I really mentally nothing beyond their age, have I matured at such a rate that I’m dealing with these problems with the maturity these people possessed as it came to me?
Dear little girls, and you know who you are, what keeps our friendship appealing to you? Why are you still in my life?
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asian-girlfriend said:
I told you you think you own them!!!
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